Friday, February 6, 2009

The future.

This seems to be a topic that I obsess over lately. And now, sitting in a coffee shop waiting for a friend to arrive, is no exception. The near future is bright: sushi tonight, followed by drinks (preferably many) and rewatching The Office. Tomorrow I'm seeing at concert at St. Rose by a saxophonist with my friend and my neighbor from downstairs, who is freaking rad. From Sunday on, I'd rather not get into at the moment.

No, the future I'm talking about is more futuristic...or something. Currently, I'm working on a BA in Music at Saint Rose, which is, to be honest, not the smartest idea. I was originally a music education major, rather than a liberal arts major. The difference between the two is a job after college, at the very least a part-time gig while I complete my decades of graduate work. So now I'm, well, considering my options is a kind way to put it. Trying not to be homeless is probably more honest. 

In retrospect, changing my major last semester still seems like a good idea, even though it's going to take me more schooling before my master's degree to be in a good place...or a place to live at least. If I had continued as a music ed major, I probably would have dropped out of college because I was losing my mind. It was way too intense and I just didn't have the heart for it. 

So now, artistically, I'm in a much better place. But let's face it, the world is getting scary and it's hard enough to get a job in the first place. Having a degree that qualifies you for little more than writing your own name won't be of much help. Fortunately, there are a couple of options. One is combining graduate work at Boston University with an initial teaching licensure program that they offer. Another is at my old college, which would seem like a vacation to go to at this point. It is a one-year program called Act-II, which also provides initial licensure. The good thing about this is, with a lighter courseload than when I was there before, I could take lessons with a tubist in Montpelier, home of Sarducci's, my favorite restaurant, and play in enough ensembles to keep me musically alive.

Then I can go onto years of more graduate work which, let's face it, won't bring me into a public school classroom anyway. So really, who knows?

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