Metamorphasis?

I think I need to take a break from writing about anything in my life. I mean granted, it's not going well. That is established. But above that, it seems as though I'm in a powerful and very painful transitional period. 

Now, I go through these all the time, usually like once a year. Typically they're gradual. No one notices. This time it seems to be using force. Like seriously, there are lethal weapons buried in this. 

If my normal transitions are labor contractions, I am currently crowning.

So now I think I'm just trying to do this as privately as possible. I've deleted my account at Gay.com, deactivated DList and removed all my information on the site that must be kept secret from straight people. In addition, I've deleted some people who seemed to be adding to the chaos from my life. One in particular, was removed quite a while ago, and of course tried to contact me just this morning, in the heart of a deep contraction. (That's not cool.) I will probably cut back my Facebook statuses and blog entries, which will mostly consist of political commentary or fart humor (or something else that's basically on that level). 

So that's basically it for now. I'll let you know when I'm back to my older style, probably by beginning a post "So I'm back." In the meantime, enjoy the stupid. Good night.

Advice for gays: Leave me alone. Thanks.