Uncertainty

Okay, so I had my final and jury.  Yay, they're done!  Bah, whatever, I think they both sucked.  I got two A-'s and an A on my jury.  I really don't think I played very well.  And the comments I got seemed to confirm this.  But the piece I was doing wasn't great; I stopped liking it after the third week.  "But Jay, you have to sell it, even if you hate it."  I know, I know.  But.  Somehow during this past week I forgot how to play it, so I actually did a bit better than I had predicted.

Now onto the latest drama.  So we have a weekly all-department recital called Convocation.  Apparently, if you miss one, and it's unexcused, you fail.  Well, I missed one unexcused.  So apparently I'm going to fail.  Since you need it to graduate, this would keep me hear an extra semester, with no scholarship, which I'm definitely not paying for.  I'm waiting to hear back from the assistant department chair now.  If this is the case, I don't really mind.  I'm EXTREMELY unimpressed with Saint Rose...yeah that's a nice way to put it, generous even.  So if I don't pass, I'm probably moving home for next semester and working a ton to pay off this semester's scholarship, then going somewhere else next fall.

Other than that, I'm now enjoying the day off, doing laundry and hanging out with Calvin in a little bit.